“But it’s actually very challenging because we are exposed to a different culture in a foreign country – its another person’s home so you can’t actually feel at home. One challenge is language. Fortunately, most Malaysians can converse in English well enough. There is also the religious difference, sometimes there will be racism now and then, but thank God I’m in Scotland, where the majority of the people are friendly and helpful.
Most of our time are spent towards our coursework and studies. Once finished, then we go out and explore the country. We get stressed and sad and emotional sometimes and we tend to rely on each other here. If my friend is upset and homesick, it’s our responsibility to be there for them. Its really hard being thousands of miles away from our family, but we keep up a smile, not to make them worry, and a worried parent will add to more stress.
And alhamdulilah, I am happier here, I’m also no longer in an unhealthy relationship, but I really miss home as well.
But the main reason I decided to study abroad is because I want to prove to others back home that I can make it out here. For 5 years I was told that I’m “bodoh, bangang, takde akal, macam orang gaji”. Till the day that I flew out from Malaysia, I can only differentiate those who believe in me and those I need to cut off from my life as they all said “Betul ke you pergi? Pandai ke untuk pergi luar negara?” (Are you sure you’re going? Are you smart enough to go abroad?). So the reason that I decided to continue my studies overseas is to broaden my mind and my surroundings, as I’m very sure that there is more for me – a second chance to start all over again”.
Photostory by Mushamir Mustafa
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(This post was first published on March 17th 2017)
